Welcome to this little space of Xianz
There's alot of nostalgia here so bring along
your memory box as I take you for a ride.
Click on the 9 puzzle pictures at the left
to navigate around my blog.

I am a simple and jovial girl
who hates complex instructions like tabs
to profile, entries and tagboard.
You shall click on all of them to
explore my little world of simplicity.

And if you are the traditional obedient little kid,
or every teacher's apple of the eye,
click on the red little button with 'X'.
cos' we shall say goodbye.

这个部落格完美落幕了~
谢谢大家 支持~

有兴趣跟进秋娴脚步的可以找我

新的部落格

一个不一样的写法
不一样的自己

嘻嘻

拜咯 

Blame myself for the bad luck or shall i be thankful for learning a lesson?
This system is driving me crazy.
Making me ill.
When this issue has never been a problem in anyone else, i'm just the poor victim.
Of all the 250 something students, why am i the unlucky one?
Anyway, surrender to fate.
I won't blame anyone.
Just blame the system.

Anyhow, was late for maybe 15 minutes.
The lecturer was pretty mad with me for keeping her waiting.
My bad, i admit it.
I'll change and i swear i will look into my time management properly from then.
Have to really thank her for pointing it out.
Even though not physically, but i felt psychologically i got a big slap.
So another day to make me another more grown-up one.
Anyhow, life still goes on.
Perhaps in another 20 years time, looking back...
I will say fine, this silly me, how could i actually spend time wandering around this petite issue.
Anyhow, so sorry for keeping her waiting.
Maybe i should be more cautious in the next future, knowing that all these pathologists are BUSY and their time is super limited.

And life is never easy...
Remember, every time when you fall, stand up boldly.
Be strong again.
Never give in to fate.
When this doesn't work, go for another way.
Alternatives are always there for you.
Be strong!
Especially when you're alone. :)

Had my first ever own racket in life lost (from Malaysia)
It was pretty much a sad thing.
But the saddest part was I thought i left it in MARENA.
And with so much confidence, i insisted that i left it there.
I requested to have the CCTV reviewed.
Even getting the whole world spinning around to find it.
And only when the main person in charge for CCTV came to reset it,
It was found that the racket was with me when i walked out of MARENA.
In less than half an hour, it can go disappearing for no reason.

How did it happen?
I don't remember at all.
Seriously no clue of what happened.
Sigh, things happened and i couldn't get it changed.
And pretty much the saddest thing in life.

Perhaps it is meant to be.
What has been done cannot be undone.
The only thing i can do is to let it go...
Continue living out the rest more beautifully...
Sigh...

Lina is correct...
Just take it as a charity.
Let it go...
Just let it go...
Just let it go...

As for the Marena people, they should understand...
Hope they don't blame me.
What is done can't be undone.
Next time be more cautious. Then things will be better.

嘻嘻哈哈过日子！

Finally... It's over... Or does this actually mark the beginning of another more torturing year ahead?

As they all showed me that picture, i was very much worried.
For i'm worried about a friend of mine, currently studying in Ireland, one of my bestie, good chats.
Knowing that this "he" is such an asshole, i was pretty worried about her during that instance.

But, thanks to the stressful test and PBL, those things slipped past my mind.

In fact, i pondered awhile that morning lecture after seeing that picture.
Even though mine was more than a year back since i regained the bachelorette status..
But this thought had never stroke my mind.

If he gets a next girl, and their pictures showed up on my facebook, how would i react?
Will i even feel bad?
Apparently, thinking for some hours, i couldn't get myself an answer.
Whenever questions related to him came into my mind, i ran away from that.
I hid myself away from that, and this had proven more than a year.
Perhaps, he had already went along with her very very happily.
I will send them my greatest blessing, that's the only thing i can do.

And let them two off my mind forever.
Sometimes, i ponder why aren't we friends anymore?
I chose to shut all any possible connections last time because i'm afraid i'll be soft-hearted.
But, when i thought of making him a normal friend again, he just refused to keep in touch.
Probably our destiny had ended there.
And just let it be...
I don't mind.
Because at least i feel my present life is at best.
I'm contented.
Even when i'm not attached yet. :)

Reason why i ain't getting another one till now:
1. Feel isn't right for those who tried.
2. I have a promise once to an important person, if possible, i won't get myself into trouble by getting into a relationship when i'm still abroad.

And don't worry.
He isn't at all the reason why i don't want to try another guy.
Just a matter of time and destiny.
I'm just waiting for the right him to come to me and show me a good promise. :)
I'm still waiting.

Heart-broken is never something easy to heal.
Dear friend, jiayou!
You will always have my support!
Because we're just the same...
Wondering in the life cycle in search of someone real suitable for us. :) 

In fact, life is so unpredictable.
Again, when you know that what's going to happen next, this is not a life.

Did endotracheal intubation today.
Though i failed the first time, cannot figure out how to get to the trachea.
But, by observing and learning from others, i found my way.
Life isn't always about perfection.
Only and unless when i maximise the no. of failure, i'll remember it for life.
For the sake of my patients in the coming years.

Must jiayou! 

Spam me not, as i will take revenge *wink*

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